words that move beyond
voller leere.
das fass ist voll
knapp vorm überlaufen
wenn nichts mehr rein passt
schütt ich’s aus
mach mich leer
sogut es geht
entfern stück für stück
überschüssiges der letzten zeit
schneid den rand ab
schöpfe ab
sitze und atme
fließe und schweige
lausche und fühle
spür mich und tu
rein gar nichts damit
damit alles raus kann
und dann
alles wieder
in mich fließen kann
dann bin voller leere
und leer von der fülle
und doch.
ich will schreien doch
es kommt nichts raus
will mich zeigen doch
ich halts nicht aus
ich will näher ran doch
halt mich fern
will die stille hören doch
find nur lärm
ich will mich wieder finden doch
verlier mich
will den sinn begreifen doch
kapiers nicht
wieso ich immer wieder
an der selben stelle trete
und ich nach wie vor das dunkle liebe
auch wenn ich jetzt im hellen lebe
ich will weiter wachsen und
hoff du lässt mich sein
will ganz ich sein und
trotzdem nicht allein
altes brot.
wenn es mich einholt
fühlt sich neues an wie altes brot
keiner mag es mehr so recht
zäh
und doch macht es satt
wenn es mich einholt
mach ich mich hart und starr
gestriges, lang vergangenes
vorbei
und doch noch da
wenn es mich einholt
führt kein weg dran vorbei
kein entkommen möglich
hindurch
und doch wieder frei
into now.
let's go
into the space between the thoughts.
release
what has been shown to you or taught.
keep still
so that time will dissolve.
sink into pure nothingness and all.
what's there
will greet you from below.
deep, quiet, tender and wide.
liberation from inside.
what was two
will become one.
different notes merge along into
one song
of endless frequencies
repeating over and over.
and you might return to
separation.
until you're ready to be with what is
and ready to see
that you'd rather be
in perfect harmony.
no need for promises or vows
trust and surrender
into now.
cosmic giggles.
let's be
wild and free
shake and wiggle
and laugh uncontrollably
into cosmic giggles
grenzen_los.
ich hör nicht auf da
wo meine hände beginnen.
spüre glasklar
meine grenzen verschwimmen.
frei und weit.
kantenlos.
raum zu zeit -
wie außen zu innen.
kaum hart umfasst -
diffus und weich.
auflösung folgt.
sweet & heavy.
when life feels
sweet and heavy
like the smell of lilies or roses or
like honey dripping from the source
thick and dense
I cover myself in this nectar
layer by layer I sink deeper
until I disappear
into the sticky juiciness of existence
stay.
close the door
all at once
don't let anyone in
unless time will stand still
this is where it begins
even if
it seems safe
don't believe what they say
says the voice in my head
and it won't go away
maybe once
I can try
to get over the fear
over losing control
of what then might appear
it takes time
but I know
that I will find a way
to be able to say
that I'm ready to stay
where the moon
meets the sun.
I wanna be
where the moon meets the sun
in between
where there's light and there's none
they both need
to arrive and to leave
in a short span of time
they will meet
there's only truth
nothing else to assume
where the sun meets the moon
start anew
(g)one.
so much is gone
of what was there.
it hurts my soul
to know that us
as human beings
caused this alone.
what I know now
is that we all
must find a way
to face the truth
and start to act
so things will change.
we have to start
to coexist
with all there is
in other forms
because I know
that this is true:
we all are ONE.
free
I wanna be
like the branch of a tree
no right and no wrong
moving where I belong
swayed by the wind
touched by the breeze
held by a limb
covered in leaves
like
a tiny seed that needs to grow
creates the solid base below
I wanna be
like the branch of a tree
I wanna be
free
within.
I don't end with my skin.
I expand and begin
to understand that within
I find more than my mind.
I am more than I think.
words go far beyond ink
to arise and to sink
into all that there is.
I am more than I feel.
being aware makes it real
that there's more of this me -
what's true is: I'm you.
I am all of the creatures,
I'm the grass, I'm the trees.
I'm the earth and the sun,
I'm the bugs and the bees.
I let go of my self,
what I think that I was
peel it off with each layer
to find nothing and all.
I don't end with my skin.
I expand and begin
to find all that here is -
is within.